[00:13.388]All this anxiety, I been getting like no sleep
[00:16.236]Expectations from those who don't even know me
[00:18.900]I been questioning if the struggle is worth it
[00:21.564]And becoming a totally different person
[00:24.307]Doing things I promised myself I'd of never done
[00:26.946]Stare the devil in the face and I'd would never run
[00:29.636]I'm just trying to be happy when it's all said and done
[00:32.327]And not regret a damn thing the day that Heaven come
[00:34.965]Drugs and money controlling everything in my life
[00:37.525]Overthinking everything, just laying awake at night
[00:40.320]My heart is beating, I'm breathing, but never feel alive
[00:42.828]No one really knows what's going on up in my mind
[00:45.858]Suicidal thoughts but I don't really want to die
[00:48.549]I'm about to break down, I just want to cry
[00:51.083]I been feeling like my life is really on the line
[00:53.904]If I said it, I meant it, I won't apologize
[00:56.046]Everyone around me dying
[00:57.326]Everyone around me lying
[00:58.658]I could really use a sign
[00:59.991]I could really use a sign
[01:01.323]I don't really want to feel like this no more
[01:04.092]I don't really want to live like this no more
[01:06.756]Everyone around me dying
[01:08.089]Everyone around me lying
[01:09.473]I could really use a sign
[01:10.779]I could really use a sign
[01:12.111]I don't really want to feel like this no more
[01:14.854]I don't really want to live like this no more
[01:17.493]Every day, use to pop pills, no one could stop me
[01:20.131]Rest in peace Mac, what I'm saying, "Things almost got me"
[01:22.900]I really wish instead of my cousin, that kid shot me
[01:25.800]The ones that I trusted was the same ones that robbed me
[01:28.281]I'm not sad, I'm not happy, I just been getting by
[01:30.920]Quit smoking for a while, lately been getting high
[01:33.584]Grew apart from my family, lost all my sanity
[01:36.693]Reading tweets of people saying they "used to be a fan" of me
[01:39.697]I did a lot of things, now I'm regretting it
[01:42.126]Sick of giving money to all of these damn therapists
[01:44.712]If I had a rewind button, I would be pressing it
[01:47.507]Every single minute I'm awake, I be stressing shit
[01:50.146]They say they "love the old me", that makes two of us then
[01:52.549]Last couple years, I got used to losing my friends
[01:55.187]Screw me over once, I know that you will do it again
[01:57.747]And I'm the only one that lose in the end, damn
[02:01.300]I'm sick of talking, I don't even want to write this
[02:03.599]Had to make a song, I don't care if no one likes it
[02:06.263]These my thoughts bottled up, this my therapy
[02:09.006]I just wanted everyone to know before they bury me
[02:11.462]Everyone around me dying
[02:12.846]Everyone around me lying
[02:14.152]I could really use a sign
[02:15.458]I could really use a sign
[02:16.921]I don't really want to feel like this no more
[02:19.481]I don't really want to live like this no more
[02:22.250]Everyone around me dying
[02:23.556]Everyone around me lying
[02:24.967]I could really use a sign
[02:26.299]I could really use a sign
[02:27.631]I don't really want to feel like this no more
[02:30.322]I don't really want to live like this no more
[02:34.136]I don't want to feel like this
[02:36.147]I don't want to feel like this
[02:39.439]I don't want to live like this
[02:41.502]I don't want to live like this
[02:46.492]Everyone around me dying
[02:47.824]Everyone around me lying
[02:49.209]I could really use a sign
[02:50.567]I could really use a sign
[02:51.951]I don't really want to feel like this no more
[02:54.511]I don't really want to live like this no more
[02:57.280]Everyone around me dying
[02:58.639]Everyone around me lying
[02:59.997]I could really use a sign
[03:01.356]I could really use a sign
[03:02.714]I don't really want to feel like this no more
[03:05.404]I don't really want to live like this no more