[00:00.000] 作词 : 墨染
[00:00.102] 作曲 : 墨染
[00:00.205]命不由我 - 俊禄 MARUI
[00:01.965]词：墨染
[00:04.456]曲：墨染
[00:06.462]SP：贵州韵柠文化传播有限公司
[00:08.218]总监制：一柠吖
[00:10.210]策划：韵律Music
[00:12.213]管理员：马本仙
[00:12.962]我有过纸醉金迷
[00:14.457]也有过寸步难移
[00:15.968]可没能收起残局
[00:17.458]也没能赢了那棋
[00:18.956]我有过狼狈不堪
[00:20.464]也有过寝食难安
[00:21.955]可没能逃过情关
[00:23.463]被命运终究锁栓
[00:25.217]我有过年少轻狂
[00:26.705]被人说的冠冕堂皇
[00:28.205]我也曾坐过上堂
[00:29.711]隐退过一代骁王
[00:31.207]人生若只是初见
[00:32.713]何事秋风画悲扇
[00:34.205]何来幸福与相恋
[00:35.963]何来爱意情难断
[00:37.455]我坐在深渊巨古
[00:38.709]将世间亲眼目睹
[00:40.468]我不敢倾诉苦楚
[00:41.714]怕嘲笑胆小如鼠
[00:43.456]我也曾幻想赢棋
[00:45.209]解开这世间迷题
[00:46.456]可我未曾想过残疾
[00:47.955]终是与快乐分离
[00:49.462]我只想好好生活
[00:51.211]奈何它百般折磨
[00:52.456]我也曾仗剑而夺
[00:53.968]奈何我只剩躯壳
[00:55.715]我只是一个累赘
[00:56.963]只连累亲人屡退
[00:58.705]我生来就很狼狈
[01:00.204]怎敢与幸福相配
[01:01.705]我只是行尸走肉
[01:03.220]满身的缺点频漏
[01:04.960]没人敢上前来凑
[01:06.462]哀曲也没人演奏
[01:07.955]我反反复复挣扎
[01:09.217]在深渊里往上爬
[01:10.963]奈何这苦海无涯
[01:12.457]我未曾见过繁华
[01:13.707]我向往美丽烟火
[01:15.455]转瞬间痕迹消抹
[01:16.959]它不用见人就躲
[01:18.457]更不用伤痕赤裸
[01:19.970]可我不是那烟火
[01:21.462]我必须见人就躲
[01:22.955]我满身伤痕赤裸
[01:24.458]只期待痕迹消抹