沉思錄pt.2歌詞

[00:00.000] 作詞 : 賀耀煒
[00:01.000] 作曲 : 賀耀煒
[00:32.911]If heaven is a ghetto
[00:33.660]If heaven was mile away
[00:35.161]Would u tryna die today or would u find a way to stay
[00:37.661]我想我目前依然焦慮同時(shí)不安直到胃液混合酒精不斷復(fù)返
[00:42.411]**** dat
[00:43.910]往嘔吐物里吐痰
[00:45.661]目前的狀態(tài)讓我想起舊我死去的那天
[00:49.161]是否有條路能逃離大腦
[00:51.161]意識(shí)與物質(zhì)促使我不停的查找
[00:53.661]查找 查找到了答案與否
[00:55.911]查找 或許帶來(lái)麻煩低頭
[00:58.411]看到自己命的根
[01:00.160]似乎永遠(yuǎn)扎根這里我想沖出這里帶著我的哲理大叫受夠
[01:04.412]陳舊爛掉沒(méi)人換新的
[01:06.911]受夠沒(méi)人在用思考換金子 受夠
[01:09.161]了自己只敢原地躊躇牢在原地甚至都他媽沒(méi)解決好恨意的心呢
[01:14.660]操
[01:15.912]大概我早就身處天堂 不然怎么可能嘗到嘴里的甜糖
[01:19.911]我健忘 但我只能活在記憶里
[01:22.162]而我現(xiàn)在都已經(jīng)忘了喝醉后去記憶你
[01:25.912]何時(shí)到達(dá)夢(mèng)中場(chǎng)景 孤獨(dú) 遺忘 責(zé)難和仰望后的傷心
[01:30.911]這口氣 沒(méi)法沉住更加吐不出
[01:33.661]只有囑咐帶著祝福幫我把每個(gè)筆畫都鑲金
[01:36.661]我難以相信上帝依然存在
[01:38.412]我信仰上帝也許只是需要他的人脈可能不再祈禱我才能看到我的真理但是不在祈禱
[01:44.161]我一定會(huì)永遠(yuǎn)失去身體
[01:46.161]還哪有機(jī)會(huì)找 還哪有機(jī)會(huì)看
[01:48.661]失去意義的我都沒(méi)有機(jī)會(huì)當(dāng)罪犯
[01:51.161]So I **** dat
[01:52.411]最后一次strike back bust dat
[01:53.911]只是因?yàn)樵?jīng)
[01:56.661]I told the world one day I will pay it back
[01:59.162]I told the world one day I will pay it back
[02:01.660]I told the world one day I will pay it back
[02:04.161]I told the world one day I will pay it back
[02:06.911]I told the world one day I will pay it back
[02:09.412]I told the world one day I will pay it back
[02:12.162]I told the world one day I will pay it back
[02:20.662]I told the world one day I will pay it back