MAY BE I WAS ALREADY DEAD歌詞

[00:00.000] 作詞 : 持心Yrros
[00:01.000] 作曲 : 持心Yrros
[00:10.199]編曲：持心Yrros
[00:15.191]混音：持心Yrros
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[00:19.939]我生性自卑 總是在為別人考慮
[00:22.446]顧全他人的感受就總會委屈自己
[00:24.943]可委屈受多了就不覺得是委屈
[00:27.438]習(xí)慣了把心搭上鎖頭保密
[00:29.947]不會哭著要糖吃所以總是被遺忘
[00:32.442]不是我不懂拒絕而是不想讓任何人失望
[00:34.939]我甚至想滿足所有人 讓我足夠討喜
[00:37.945]直到我攢滿失望 一次又一次逃避
[00:40.200]在我小時候就學(xué)會看別人的臉色
[00:42.693]就明白怎樣做在他們心里才是對的
[00:45.188]我那時認(rèn)為只有他們開心為我豎起大拇指時我做的一切才是對的
[00:49.938]我必須一直保持積極 看起來很積極
[00:52.193]用不完的力氣 可笑容后是傷口遍布
[00:55.443]我沒有訴說難過和悲傷的權(quán)力
[00:58.191]因?yàn)槟菢又粫屛冶桓拥膮拹?br />[01:00.446]IM D YA
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[01:01.443]MAYBE I WAS ALREADY D YA
[01:03.695]MAYBE I WAS ALREADY D YA
[01:06.191]MAYBE I WAS ALREADY D YA
[01:08.698]MAYBE
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[01:11.440]MAYBE I WAS ALREADY D YA
[01:13.694]MAYBE I WAS ALREADY D YA
[01:16.444]MAYBE I WAS ALREADY D YA
[01:18.940]MAYBE
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[01:20.950]因?yàn)椴幌?把那些不好 強(qiáng)加給別人
[01:23.698]所以我大多數(shù)時候在不斷責(zé)備我自己
[01:25.941]我總把自我價值與他們的心情掛鉤
[01:28.448]認(rèn)為只有他們快樂我的存在才有意義
[01:31.191]在治理 不好的情緒前我如此卑微
[01:33.441]對不起我不想成為誰的累贅
[01:35.949]自我背叛的罪惡感加深
[01:37.688]如果我一把抱住你對不起我已無力承受我的心已支離破碎
[01:41.698]但是沒關(guān)系 這都沒關(guān)系
[01:43.695]必須只有我一個人黑暗
[01:46.198]我還指望一絲幸福 能為我停住
[01:48.940]但我再不敢指望誰能在我身邊陪伴
[01:51.191]可我連幸福都會害怕
[01:53.192]受寵若驚 像身無分文的乞丐住進(jìn)高樓
[01:56.441]MAYBE I WAS ALREADY D YA
[01:58.949]我在不斷委屈自己 滿足他人的要求
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[02:01.944]MAYBE I WAS ALREADY D YA
[02:04.697]MAYBE I WAS ALREADY D YA
[02:07.194]MAYBE I WAS ALREADY D YA
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[02:12.440]MAYBE I WAS ALREADY D YA
[02:14.693]MAYBE I WAS ALREADY D YA
[02:17.189]MAYBE I WAS ALREADY D YA
[02:19.940]MAYBE
[02:20.949]MAYBE
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[02:21.948]為了他們的規(guī)劃 我摔碎了
[02:23.944]我的夢 每一次
[02:25.700]都在淚眼婆娑的夢里驚醒
[02:27.439]眼淚是沒作用的
[02:28.691]熱鬧是他們的
[02:29.448]我只有強(qiáng)烈期待后失望的泡影
[02:31.943]拿深黑色記號筆
[02:33.441]在臉上畫好微笑
[02:34.698]避免在人前顯露我的委屈
[02:37.193]我越來越懂事
[02:38.446]越來越學(xué)會控制
[02:39.445]可我的狀態(tài)卻越來越萎靡
[02:42.197]我被自己過度保護(hù) 少數(shù)的時光 能感到快樂
[02:45.446]所以對不起我真的不想笑
[02:47.942]交流時我努力讓語氣婉轉(zhuǎn) 簡短
[02:50.696]可幸福太昂貴了根本得不到
[02:52.692]明知道是道德綁架
[02:54.198]加害者說的謊話
[02:55.442]可內(nèi)心已無力掙脫
[02:57.639]我被不成文的規(guī)矩批判
[02:59.136]戴上枷鎖和腳鐐
[03:00.381]在那時候我就已經(jīng)
[03:02.136]U KNOW WHAT IM SAYING.